If he really wanted to talk to me he COULD find a way right? He WOULD find a way right? Regardless of having a job or not right? I think I am being stupid to think that he isn’t calling because he can’t. If theres a will there is a way.
Thing is he has my extra cell phone. He said he’d mail it back months ago. I can understand her keeping an eye on him but I highly doubt she never leaves his side where he couldn’t send one text that says: still out of work… thinking of you often. I need help on how to just assume its over. Just walk away. Three months it has been. If and when the email comes or the phone rings it will. Until then I think I need to wake up from the amazing dream that came to an abrupt nightmarish end. Why does it have to hurt?