Just now my husband said to me… “It is clear to me that I’ve really lost you, I’ve been wrong all this time, I’ve said I’d change again and again and I’ve failed to do so. I said I’d quit drinking time and time again. I said I’d start coming home and never did. I continually stole pills from you. I never keep my word. So I’m quitting the band. I know I’ve said that before but this time I sold my amp and guitar. I’ll put a 100% into us now.”
Three years later?
Don’t even tell me better late than never.
I want this I do, I think. Maybe. The above word is perfect. Fuck. I don’t know what to do… why is my life like this? I was nothing but faithful wanting our family for YEARS as I sat back and was crapped on. How do I love someone I am so angry at?!?!?