We had a date night.
We went to Snow White and the Huntsman.
Mixed feelings watching a love story.
This is so hard.
I am avoiding posting because I don’t want you guys to have to deal with how down I am.
Maybe this isn’t what I want.
I don’t know. We just have both hurt each other so much. I love him. I do. I care about him I do. I just can’t seem to let go of the YEARS he was gone. I can’t imagine ever loving him the way I used to.
I have good days and bad days.
We walked silently back to the car after the movie it was just awkward…
that awkward silence. I don’t know what to do. Without the kids everything is so quiet like there is nothing to talk about.
What am I going to do?