He came home.
He kissed me.
He said I pulled away but I didn’t… or didn’t mean to or didn’t end the kiss early.. I don’t know its like EVERY thing is just different.
We talked at dinner with the kids but we were kind of quiet. I don’t know, its like Every little thing is just different.
We put the kids to bed and I checked my phone. I responded to an email from the school board I am on. He asked me who I was talking to. My affair makes me feel like I have to explain myself in areas like this. So I explained what I was doing, why I was replying who I was replying to. He asked why now at 10 o’clock at night. I said because I just saw it… I’d rather do it now and be done with it. And he sarcastically stated, again, at ten o’clock at night? Fuck my life. YES AT TEN OCLOCK AT NIGHT because at a NORMAL time I am fucking busy with kids and life. He didn’t say anything else about it.. I don’t know, its like EVERY little thing is just different.
We had sex. It was nice, I haven’t seen him for a week, but It wasn’t amazing after not seeing your partner for a week. I don’t know, its like EVERY little thing is different. We were just about asleep and he drew his finger down my side as he said:
I can’t quite put my finger on it, but when it comes to you, (pause), I don’t know, its like EVERY little thing is different.
I think I felt my eyes roll. NO SHIT.