Tonight.

My husband left again tonight.

Back to work he goes.

We had an okay weekend.

Laundry, cutting the grass, grocery shopping.

Life.

He is a good man.  He is loving.  He tries.  He is attractive.  He is helpful.  He is resourceful.  He is a hard worker.

I am impatient, I am bull headed, I have anxiety, I have OCD and I’m unable to sleep which makes me exhausted.

With all his good, even mixed with my worst, there is this problem.

I miss the butterflies.   I’m not sure I will ever find them/feel them again.

I’m trying.

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