My husband left again tonight.
Back to work he goes.
We had an okay weekend.
Laundry, cutting the grass, grocery shopping.
Life.
He is a good man. He is loving. He tries. He is attractive. He is helpful. He is resourceful. He is a hard worker.
I am impatient, I am bull headed, I have anxiety, I have OCD and I’m unable to sleep which makes me exhausted.
With all his good, even mixed with my worst, there is this problem.
I miss the butterflies. I’m not sure I will ever find them/feel them again.
I’m trying.
Being Her, (the other woman)... 
I know exactly what you mean…
I could have written that post…
I have beeen looking for those butterflies for years. Not sure that they will ever be back:(
I wish we could find a way to bring them back for both of us 😦 Good luck. Sadly the last time I felt them was with HIM. 😦 Not who I want to feel them with.
I feel them with A all the time, maybe that is what makes her so special:)
I know how you feel. I want so much to feel those with my husband but I still feel like I’m with a stranger…