My sister in law said all my husband is doing at his moms house is laying around taking one day at a time, crying a lot and really talking to his Uncle. I guess he is on facebook looking at my page a lot she said. I decided to change my cover photo to a pic of my husband and I a long time ago when days were good. I don’t know if that is right or wrong but I don’t want him to think I’ve moved on. I want him to know I am upset enough for him NOT to be here (home), but I don’t want him wanting to give in to his addiction because he thinks I’ve walked away for good. We will see.
My weekend away was nice. IT WAS SOOOOO COLD THERE. We had a good time though. 🙂 Glad I got a break. I feel like my house is a bomb which stresses me out, (Yes I have OCD) but I expected to come back to that. I don’t know many people that can watch four kids and keep everything up to par on being clean and straightened. I just feel overwhelmed now at what all needs to be done. So I better get to it….