My husband wants to go to a movie with the kids and dinner.
He wants to help put them to bed and spend the rest of the evening with me.
He has been clean for quite awhile. He says he misses us. I miss him too.
He said he’d go back to his moms late tonight or tomorrow morning.
Do you have any idea how hard this is?
Its like the one thing you want most is the one thing you fear.
I told him yes to the movie and dinner because that is with his kids, and I’d think about tonight with him and I.
I told him don’t push me or pressure me or make me feel guilty.
He said he is looking forward to the movie. 🙂 Baby steps.
I just need to figure out how to stop wanting my happiness to be similar to the way it was with HIM. I don’t compare the two. I just compare myself and how I felt. Not good. Please don’t tell me not to do that, trust me I know, and I am working on it.