I don’t understand why if I love my husband, and I want things to be right with him, and I have accepted to let HIM go and move on, then why can I not get HIM out of my head. I feel like I will never be happy again like I was with HIM. I mean really, I was SOOOO happy all the time when I was with him or talking to him. I haven’t felt that happy since. WTF?!?! It really is starting to bother me. I don’t understand how the grey can be so complicated. It would seem as though it should be simple. Black and White doesn’t exist here.