Letting your head go ‘THERE’
We all play. You know, PLAY. By ourselves. Occasionally. If you say you don’t, I’m calling you a liar.
Its funny to me when doing so sometimes I am not focused. I can’t sleep and there seems to be nothing else to do being in a big bed or bathtub alone. So why is it after trying to read, trying to watch TV, trying to sleep that I go there? Because we all know it might help us sleep lol! It usually does me anyway.
So the other night I couldn’t’ seem to ‘finish’. Then I realized I was thinking about stuff that was nothing related to sex. I mean I started thinking about sex, I mean I was touching myself… but then my head went to Thanksgiving, or the mess in the car, did I turn the coffee pot on to auto… and then I realized I was touching and thinking about coffee. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. I can’t focus alone playing OR while having sex with my husband. Here is the thing. Frustrated that nothing was happening, I pop that hotel stay with HIM in my head and INSTANTLY I finish.
Please tell me that I am normal. Not that I can climax when thinking of him, but please tell me that during sex OR playing that you’ve caught yourself thinking of your TO DO list or your bathroom needing to be retiled. Sigh.