If you were hurting this badly, and you met someone in their marriage hurting just as badly, and you did nothing but talk for six months and come to love this person… could you keep from making a terrible mistake? I was so sad. I was so down, and in this nightmare, this life of mine, HE made me smile and feel good about myself, and I apparently did the same for HIM. I have not spoken to him for awhile. I don’t plan to either. I’m so sick of everything and everyone. I wish I knew all of you in real life, and had these conversations with you in person. The friendship and warm body sitting before me is much needed. I just hold this pattern of get up, be a mom, work, be a mom, go to bed. I’m exhausted. I’m tired of trying to fix what can’t be glued. Or what doesn’t want to be glued. And frankly its all getting to be a little pathetic.