“OMG my leg hurts so bad. My kidneys are on fire. I think I have another kidney stone, I can barely pee.”
Fuck my life. I should have sympathy for my husband when he is in pain, but I don’t. His fault I guess.
“Call your doctor just like anyone else would.”
I know he tells me this shit thinking I’ll give him some pills for the pain. I believe he is in pain but he has a doctor.
Thing is he is embarrassed. Because I told his doctor. Thing is his doctor, (our doctor) said this is the problem. People who get addicted to pills one day truly have pain and they have to find a way to deal with it.
“Why do you have to be such a bitch? Do you want to see the blood in the toilet?”
“UMMMM NO, pick up the phone and call YOUR DOCTOR.”
It just makes all those feelings of hate surface.
I am a heartless bitch. I lack compassion for the man I married. Too much shit has happened.